What is one thing that I can learn or experiment with in order to expand my creative skills and knowledge? + wassup AND NEW BOOKS WOOOOOOOO

 I want to learn knitting. I think that would be nice to learn how to knit because having my own scarf is super duper cute to me. I also want to get into more watercoloring because the little pictures of water coloring looks really cool. There is so much creativity out in the world and I would like to try all of them at least once. Like watercoloring, acrylic painting, painting with gnauche (?)....GOUACHE paint omg I am too funny ha ha, perfume making, candle making, maybe take a pottery class, do quilting, learn how to really hand sew, draw, making a comic book. The making my own comic book is actually possible. 

 (I want to say sorry abut not having written to much in October) it was not my favorite month these last two weeks. I know there is a quote that says "I am so glad that I live in the world where there are Octobers" but my gosh was it hard these last two weeks, I am always hoping for a better 'morrow. So today is November 1, 2025 and I am here. There is so much I want to say but I am about to go to Hotworkx so I will type when I get back. Also I want to post the list of movies I watched in October. (Also I am back, I went to the International Market and Walmart and I did my second workout ((semi)) I stopped when I realized that the crab rangoon needed to sit in the refrigerator for an hour. Also, I have put in my rotation these black bean tacos that are good on fiber.  Also, I went to Disney world on October 25 and I had a really good time. I will attach photos below. I did have my next therapy session and she let me know that I "am not a once a month client I need to come bi-weekly". I was like "OH" *blank stare* lol. I knew I had some work to do but idk, I just feel like I want to work on my emotional issues or figure out how I got this way. I guess I can bulletin list it?? Maybe not I just tried and it does not vibe right (for the lack of a better term). Anyways, my first session she gave me homework that I "needed to create better boundaries, addressing situations in a better way and just learning the difference between assertive and aggressive. 

So since it was 3 weeks since the first session and I implemented what I thought I was doing right, what I thought the "homework" correct but after listing what happened she let me know NO I was not and when she listed that things I told her I was like shocked. You have to look beyond yourself to see yourself. So I am glad I am in therapy however it was a hard session. I mean hard in a since where I thought to myself, "How did I get like this? How do I change? When do I know that the change is happening? WHEN did I get like this as well." I think if I ponder too long or too often I will make myself sad. 

Okay so what else happened: 

• Chyna (an old college friend) reached out and now I need to figure out how to create better boundaries
• Just started working back out, took a break because graduate school is kicking my as*
• Okay so I do not know when I am going to start dating. I am nervous to get in the dating world however, I am ready but I will just start now and not wait until Jan. Start slow I did give my number to someone who was NOT Black (💣) but he has TWO kids and works at a pizza shop. So it was texting for maybe a 1 1/2 then I stopped oh well. 
• Fourth, I am happy with the people I have surrounded me. I feel solid and eager to learn from them.

I am going to stop here because I want to be able to post this before Saturday, November 1. :-)

 

I will post the new books I got and what I am reading tmmrw. :-)

"Why didn't I learn to treat everything like it was the last time? My greatest regret was how much I believed in the future." - Jonathan Safran Foer