What is your favorite time of the day and why? & what's up?

 I am a night owl. I love the quiet of the night. Night time is so sultry to me, seductive like anything can happen at night. I feel sexier, thoughtful and alive at night. I love the timeframe from 11 pm - 3 am where darkness is at its peak. I love how nothing changes and where everything can happen at night. I find myself enjoying the solace of the night. I have always been attracted to darker things, things that seem weird or out of place in "normal" society. I think about the castle scene in Dracula where lighting and thunder are dancing in the sky.   I think about Nosferatu where he could only creep in the night.....(also one of my favorite movies).....the night inspires me, it electrifies me. 

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I think adding emojis is a good way to break up the prompt vs what has been going on in my day or week or month or whatever. But since I have not spoken to you in four days maybe a list might work maybe ?

• I am of the belief that people are genuine no matter what. I have had to face some realizations that some people are only nice because they want something for you. I am a bit jaded but genuineness is not something you can fake no matter what. This week I told my ex I did not want to be friends with benefits. When someone says that it should be "okay" that should be the end of the conversation. He started going off on me and he cursed me out. He said "You are so f*ckin annoying" - yes just like that. I do not like that, its like every time I set a boundary he gets to cross but when he sets one we all have to respect his delicate nature. (F*ck him) (seriously) so now I am not speaking to him anymore. We broke up in December, we do not have kids together, we left with what we had so why do we need to continue a friendship? I do not have friends who curse me out nor family members so now I am done. 
• I have my first therapy session this Wednesday at 7 am (sooo early) but I got her times confused. I thought she meant 8 my time 9 her time. But if it does not work out then it does not work out. 
• Please please please give me one more week to yearn over this crush. ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Once August hits then it will pass. 
• I am excited for what is to come, I am applying for my second to last semester of classes. 

Also, I did my Astrocartography and I wanted to know what US cities would be good for me to move to for my career, love and my spiritual health.

1. Washington DC - best place for love and career however not so good for my spiritual needs (for me that means my soul health. How tired am I going to be?) 
2. Miami, FL - soft romance, creative and shine (stagnated in my career) however good for my spiritual needs
3. Seattle, WA - deep bones, not really good for my career, great for my spiritual healing

I have been leaning to DC for quite some time.I would love to visit for a week however I am planning maybe a small trip in October. 

This October I am so excited for Avatar Last Airbender (not the movie but to hear them play music to certain scenes), Tee Grizzley concert, Halloween, and just love love the holidays. :-) 

I think that is it for today maybe (? ) I will be back tomorrow. 

I think teddy bears are so cute. I love love love them. 

OMG I came back to say it was Cinema Saturday I was only able to watch 4 movies since I did work out today I did hotworx (talk about it another post) 

• Longlegs
• Age of Innocence  
• The Photograph
• Madagascar 

"I am terribly lonely now, but I have also become enamoured of solitude. That's my last great love." - Meg Sarton