2. Unrealistic Expectations to release

 Day 2!! There is this Spongebob .gif of Mr. Krabs I am going to put in this entry. There is this episode where Mr. Krabs open up the Krusty Krab for 24 hours. It's pretty funny. 

I have much to do homework wise so let me say at least 3 unrealistic expectations. 

1. For things to stay the same. 

2. For people to know how I feel if I do not express myself. 

I think that is it maybe ? I am not sure I wish I could start dating but I am too nervous to put myself out there and I am not there yet on my self-care management. Like getting my nails done and having a better skin care and I really need to learn how to do lash clusters. I also want to implement getting a facial every month. Once I start to build that routine I will be able to be more comfortable putting myself out there. 

Anyways I don't know if I typed that as an unrealistic expectation I need to get rid of. There is always going to be something for me "to fix" but who knows.

I am going to be done now because I need to start HW and to work out. Additionally I need to write that burn letter soon. 

"My only relief is sleeping. When I'm sleeping, I'm not sad, I'm not angry, I'm not lonely. I'm nothing." - Jillian Medoff