Setbacks you overcame you can leave behind in 2025.

 This is a good prompt. Halfway through I will assess of I like the direction the prompts are taking if not I will change the rest of them to fit what I want to discuss (which I guess is not the point, lol). I actually do I things I want to discuss that is not prompt related but I will type again on Wednesday's prompt. 

The one setback I think I overcame is over consuming. I eat when am overwhelmed and I have stopped that. I over consume when I let my maladaptive daydreaming take over and do not participate in real life. I did not allow my fear of change stop me from going to therapy. (I fear staying the same more than I fear change, THANK GOD). 

I think that is it for now. I have been reading a new book. Salvation: Black People and Love by bell hooks. I am wanting to get more into sociology and philosophy books. I am going to start reading more about black feminism and how I can become a better advocate for myself and others in this white country. I think that is it for tonight, thanks for listening. 

"Most things about me are hard to explain. I guess, like how I'm mostly delusional and live in a half-imaginary world but am also a realist to the core. I'm just a bunch of contradictions most of the time and I don't like it, but also I do."

P.S. I saw a sunset that moved me today but chose to let the moment be and not take a picture. I am still keeping my word and looking up and noticing. <3 see you tmmrw.